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My little Maddiepie is getting bigger.  Quick!  Sprinkle some fairy dust on her so she’ll stay this age forever!

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Bank Of America and What Is Wrong With America -The Rant

It’s the lack of personal responsibility, stupid.

When I was a kid one of the earliest and best pieces of advice my dad ever gave me was about money.

He told me it doesn’t matter how much you make, it’s more important how much you save.  The example he would use was that the guy who makes over a hundred thousand dollars but spends $125 thousand dollars a year is the loser compared to the guy who made $50,000 and saved $10,000.

Back when I was a kid we started out with Christmas Card accounts and passbook saving accounts and you earned interest.  7% interest in a savings account and you could see your money grow.  He told me to always re-invest your dividends and keep separate accounts for your savings, one you use for your bills and one for your retirement and never ever tap that retirement account unless there was some crazy emergency.

People were rewarded for saving back then.

Now you have these Savings Rates taken today from The Bank of America Website-

  • Growth Money Market Savings Rate .08-.30% APY
  • Regular Savings Account Pays You .05%
  • Custodial Savings For Youth .05%

Make note, that’s .30% as in point three percent as in three tenths of one percent

Meanwhile they will gladly lend money

For a thirty year fixed 4% or %2.75 for a variable rate mortgage.

Isn’t that akin to loansharking?  Isn’t that something like they will gladly lend you money at 13 and a half times what they will pay you to keep your money in their bank in a savings account in their most generous of all accounts the .30% APY?????

They put dudes on the street in jail for charging that kinda vig.

So on top of not getting any significant return for keeping your money in their bank they decide last week to charge $5 a month to use a debit card.

Excuse me???  What are they doing now?  Penalizing the folks that don’t want to use credit cards which charge exorbitant interest rates. Oh and thereby making it costly to use an instrument that would teach a novel idea by today’s standards- “Using money you already saved to pay for shit” -a debit card.  Yeah let’s penalize the savers and folks that live within their means.

Using money you already have in your account it seems is wholly un-American damnit!  We need youse guys to be banging your credit cards.  Don’t worry, we’ll let you pay later at god-only knows what percentage rate.  Oh and don’t worry if you can’t pay off your credit some time in the future.  You can blame it all on us guilt free- it’s The American Way.  What were they thinking, giving us access to free money?

Now the business channels scoff at the idea of savings.  They tell you you are being a bad American if you are not doing your part to spend and keep the economy afloat.   Seniors who were taught all along to save and then as they got older to move their money from risky stocks into more conservative investments like cash and bonds get zero return because the Government prints money like toilet paper making the dollar less and less valuable and seniors take bigger risks chasing returns in stocks only to get smoked when the markets swing violently instead of being able to get a decent rate in a CD (remember those) or in treasuries .

Picture yourself as a teenager right now.

What does a parent tell you?  To keep saving in the bank?  For the what, negative return you will get after they get done fucking you up the ass on every fee imaginable?

The investment magazines tell you to take out the largest loan you can afford so you can invest the money in the stock market and get a larger return on your investments than you will be paying in interest.

Trouble is that we’ve all gotten away from what we were supposed to be investing in stocks for in the first place.  The idea behind investing in stocks was that you would participate in that companies’ profits in the form of dividends.  Now hardly anyone pays attention to dividend paying stocks and these companies hardly even give the money back to the shareholders.  They simply pay their executives ridiculous salaries and toss a few pennies or zero dividends back to their share holders.  And why wouldn’t they?  There is no outcry from their shareholders to pay more out, the board of directors of these huge companies are all populated with CEO’s of other huge companies who sit on each other’s boards and approve each other’s exorbitant salary increases and golden parachute exit plans when their corporate plans go to shit.

So again picture yourself as a teenager.

You see all the corruption, you see the banks not paying any interest, you hear about how there is absolutely no way they can get their social security money.  You’re forced to work for a Fortune 500 company or a government job because every small employer can’t possibly afford to pay the insane costs to provide health insurance for you.

So you turn on the TV and what do you see?  A commercial with a lawyer who is telling you not to pay your mortgage because you will make out way better to default on it.  Then on the next channel you see  that there is a massive protest going on in which people are angry because they took out loans they couldn’t possibly afford and the organizers are telling the people who are being foreclosed on to trash the places on the very last day before their eviction.  Smash the plumbing, smear crap on the walls, break the sheetrock (yes this is what the protest organizers are tell people to do).

At what point did we stop taking personal responsibility.  Did you not read the fucking loan that said you need to pay $2000 a month to support this mortgage and you only bring home $2000 a month?  Or did you read it and because just like the banks that get bailed out, you figure that the government would bail you too out?

Every single step of the way what these kids see is a reinforcement that what you should do is to not take any personal responsibility.  What’s the worst that can happen right?  Things turn to shit and the government or the lawyer will bail us out.

When did taking responsibilty for our actions go out the window?

Did it all start with the broad that sued McDonalds for getting fat when she was stuffing down Big Macs like fucking tic tacs?

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Or was the dude who sued Dunkies because he couldn’t read that the coffee he was about to drink on the WARNING LABEL SAID THE COFFEEE WOULD BE HOT but he drank it right away anyway.  Who knew the Coffee labeled hot would actually be hot? 

Enough is enough- us working people who are trying to be responsible and have done the right things all along are fucking fed up supporting all this bull shit.  We the working people who go to work early, leave work late and make sacrifices all along the way being responsible are tired of carrying all these idiots who want to blame everyone else but the person in the mirror for making shitty decisions.

No I don’t want my Government to sponsor hundreds of thousands of jobs for which there is no return in making our collective lives better.  No I don’t want our government to give Multi million dollar tax credits to green technology companies who will erect a $2,000,000  windmill  that will end up with energy savings of $200,000.   No, I don’t want to bomb oil fields overseas with bombs our companies make so we can send our oil field repair companies to repair.  You wanna “waste” money?  “Waste” it on educating our children.  “Waste” it on building bridges to get product from here to there more efficiently.  “Waste” our money by paying lawyers to remove barriers to entry for small business instead of erecting them.

No I don’t want a government that will reward waste and irresponsible spending.

How bout looking out for us working folk, the middle class who you’re gonna need to carry us out of the mess you seem determined to drive people toward.

ENOUGH

Never mind bailing out these lousy bankers who make shitty loans, how bout instead you clean house and award the banks to existing banks that have demonstrated through strong balance sheets that they know how to asses risk.  Sell off Bank of America for 2 cents on the dollar and if you’re gonna save it so it goes forward in any way shape or form let it go forth with management who have a godamn clue.

The Mrs’ Lobster Corn Chowder- Yep It was Ridiculous! (Edit To Add Link To Recipe)

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Here is the recipe from one of The Mrs favorite’s Ina Garten
The Mrs writes-

Lobster corn chowder recipe…compliments of Ina Garten (Barefoot Contessa).
A little bit of work but SOOO worth it!

Aileen Kern Steps Up and Makes Grandma Felicia’s Apple Spice Cake! (with pics)

Hi Joey!
You said you wonder if all the people who say they’re going to make the cake really make the cake.  Well, I made it last night and it’s absolutely delicious—see attached photos.  Many thanks to Sista Felicia for all of her great recipes and step-by-step photo instructions–I really enjoy them.
My husband Doug and I are major fans of your blog and read it every day.  We stayed in town recently to attend a family wedding in Manchester and went to the block party and the Joey Show at Lat 43—both were a blast.  We saw you and Felicia at the booth running the Fiesta videos, but you looked pretty busy so we didn’t stop by to say hello.  Next time we’re in town, we’ll be sure to stop by down the dock to say hello.  We’ve been coming to Gloucester for about 30 years and it’s like a second home to us.  We plan to rent an apartment there next spring.  Can’t wait!! 
Take care, and thanks again for providing us with our daily Glosta fix, even when we can’t be there in person.
Best regards,   Aileen Kern   (Glenmont, NY)

Grandma Felicia's Cake & Aileen KGrandma Felicia's Cake closeup

Grandma Felicia’s Apple Spice Cake Recipe From Sista Felicia

Grandma Felicia’s Apple Spice Cake

all photos Sista Felicia

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Ingredients:
3 Granny Smith apples
2 Macintosh apples
2 tablespoon cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
1 pinch ground clove
ÂĽ teaspoon nutmeg
ÂĽ teaspoon cardamom
2 Tablespoon vanilla
½ Tablespoon vanilla bean paste
1 cup white sugar
3 cups flour
1 cup dark brown sugar
1/3 cup orange juice
1 cup vegetable oil
1 ½ tablespoon baking powder
½ teaspoon baking soda
4 eggs
Recommended ingredients: use fresh apples from your local apple orchard.  I highly recommend taking some time out of your busy life and spend a few hours picking apples with your family and or friends. I promise ….It will make your life a little sweeter and the cake!

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Icing ingredients:
3 cups confectionary sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
3    tablespoon warm milk (add more or less milk to get desired icing thickness)
·    Combine all  ingredients in a bowl and whisk into a smooth and silky icing
Preheat oven 350 degrees
Step 1: using an apple cutter cut and core apples

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Step 2: remove the skin with a pairing knife and cut into bite size pieces
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Step3: place apples in a bowl and toss with 2 tablespoon of cinnamon and set aside

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Step 4: in a separate bowl sift together all dry ingredients

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Step 5:  using a handheld mixer or stand mixer set on a medium speed beat eggs 2 minutes then add oil, vanilla and orange juice and continue to mix for 1 additional minute

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Step 6: on a lower speed carefully add dry ingredients

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Step 7: continue mixing until all ingredients come together forming a smooth cake batter

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Step 8:  fold apples into cake batter

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Step 9: flour and grease bunt pan or spring form pan (Baker’s Joy is a must have in your pantry during baking season)

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Step 10: add the cake batter to prepared pan and place on a foil or parchment paper lined cookie sheet

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Step 11: bake for 1 hour 15 minutes or until a cake tester or wooden skewer is inserted and removed cleanly
Step 12: cool 10 min and remove cake from pan

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Step 13: Drizzle with vanilla icing

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Enjoy!!!

Chickity Check It! The Bean and Snoop Maddie Mad Send Monarch to Mexico

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Releasing Monarch Butterfly

September 28th, 2011

Eloise and Madeline Send Monarch to Mexico

The Mrs Comes Through With The Lobster Fra Diavolo Recipe She Used (and modified a bit)

It’s rare that the Mrs finds time in her day to respond for recipe requests but here you go-

She used this recipe (and modified it just a bit)  I like my sauce thick and full of flavor and this was the bomb!

She writes-

I just realized I never sent the recipe…

here is the link. I didn’t use the lobster broth – I basically made the sauce and then added cooked lobster meet at the end.

Hope this helps!

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Active time: 30 minutes Total time: 1 hour.

Lobster Fra Diavolo Recipe

Ingredients

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  • Two 2-pound live lobsters
  • 1/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil
  • 2 garlic cloves, smashed
  • 1 dried Italian hot red pepper, split lengthwise, or 1/2 to 1 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes, or to taste
  • 1/2 cup dry white wine
  • 2 cups canned crushed Italian plum tomatoes, preferably San Marzano, undrained
  • 4 anchovy fillets, chopped
  • 2 teaspoonsdried oregano, preferably Sicilian
  • 1 tablespoonkosher salt, plus more to taste
  • 1 pound spaghetti or linguine
  • 3 tablespoons chopped fresh Italian flat-leaf parsley
  • Freshly ground black pepper

For the directions click the link: http://leitesculinaria.com/66532/recipes-lobster-fra-diavolo.html#ixzz1YaNmgEFD

Here’s a pic of the one the Mrs made the other night-

Oh, I should also add that she only uses canned San Marzano tomatoes for her zugu.  They cost a little more but if you want the best, that’s what you buy.

Pick Those Tomatoes Before The Storm and Make Sista Felicia’s Sun Dried Tomato Recipe

There are tons of tomatoes ripe on the vine what will undoubtedly fall off when the storm hits.  So if you had an event planned for today which was cancelled or if you’re looking for something to do, go pick some tomatoes and make some delish Sun-Dried Tomatas!

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Sista Felicia recipe

This time of year I find myself daydreaming of my childhood! I remember Sunday mornings, while the grownups in our family had coffee and Italian pastry with my grandparents, my brother, cousins and I would play outside in my grandparents’’ yard. Every summer while playing I watch my grandparents’ garden grow. I always knew that school days were approaching, when their tomatoes were ready for picking! Tomato time at my grandparents’ house was a family affair!  Canning tomatoes for the winter was a ritual.

Ingredients:
2 pints of vine ripe small tomatoes (use a verity of small tomatoes)
Kosher salt
Fresh ground pepper
Olive oil

Step 1: Rinse and dry tomatoes

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Step 2: Cut tomatoes in half

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Step 3: place cut tomatoes in a medium bowl  

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Step 4: Season tomatoes with 2 teaspoon of Kosher salt

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Step 5: Drizzle Olive oil over tomatoes

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Step 6 : Gently toss to evenly coat tomatoes with oil

Step 7: Pour tomatoes onto a cookie sheet fit with a cookie rack

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Step 8: Using your hands turn each tomato on rack with cut side facing up and season with 1 Tablespoon of Kosher salt

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Step 9: Dust tomatoes with freshly ground pepper 

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Step 10:  Place tomatoes in preheated in 200 degree oven for 3-4 hours until tomatoes are dehydrated

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Step 11: Pour a ÂĽ cup of olive oil into each mason jar.

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Step 12: Place 1 garlic clove in each jar.

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Step 13: Layer sun-dried tomatoes and garlic Âľ of the way to the top of the jar and top with olive oil.
Step 14: Place a lid and ring onto each mason jar and store in refrigerator until ready to use.

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Mad Hungry Lucinda Scala Quinn’s “Winner Winner Chicken Dinner” As Prepared By The Mrs

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My wife was absolutely beside herself when I told her that Lucinda stopped by the dock to pick up some lobsters the other day.

The reason she was so upset was because she religiously DVR’s Lucinda’s show Mad Hungry and one of my favorite dishes that the Mrs has been making for a couple of months now came from the show- “Winner Winner Chicken Dinner”

The Mrs is a huge fan of Lucinda and the show mostly due to the simple recipes that all pack great taste.

Me personally?  I’ve never had a love affair with beans but the beans in this dish I could eat for days they are so packed with flavor.

here’s the recipe and the show’s website-

Recipe’s from Today’s Show: Weeknight Dinner Challenge Winner

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Representin for GMG!

HERE ARE SOME FRIENDS FROM MY RECENTLY SEPARATED EMPLOYER REPRESENTIN’ FOR GMG!

David H. (OHIO TRANSPLANT and Big ANTI LEBRON FAN)

Mike Conrad( Gloucester resident and unrepentant Yankee Fan)

 The Beautiful!   JUANA C! ALWAYS THERE FOR ME!!!.

 And Carl (red sox fan and devoted fan of his daughters softball team. even tho he’s from Lynn he’s a nice guy)

Nephew BJ Hauls In A Big Catch (not really)

His dad caught a 58 inch tuna last week but BJ will have to settle for a skate off the dock.  hey, better than a goose egg Beasley.

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Ten Years Ago Lives Were Lost Aboard The Starbound- My Cousin Joe Marcantonio Speaks Out For The First Time About The Events Which Took Place That Night

The Starbound sank 130 miles off Cape Ann August 5th, 2001

In honor and respect to the families who lost their loved ones ten years ago this will be the only post of the day.  As you know we write 20 or so posts a day here at GMG but today there will be an unprecedented single post-this one.

It was six months after that fateful night ten years ago today when my cousin Joe Marcantonio sat down at his computer and wrote down exactly what happened the night his herring boat was run down by the oil tanker Virgo and his three crewmembers were lost to the sea.

Joe trusted me and our platform GoodMorningGloucester to tell the story that had been locked away and never been told to anyone for ten years.  He wrote this account of the events that led up to the sinking of his boat so that his family and the families of his crewmembers would know exactly what happened.  The sinking of Joe’s boat the Starbound happend 23 years after Joe had lost his own father to the sea in the sinking of the Gloucester Dragger the F/V Captain Cosmo.  The entire crew including Joe’s father Captain Cosmo Marcantonio were lost at sea in September of 1978.  23 years later- ten years ago Joe would recount the events and what was racing through his mind.

Joe writes-

When I first thought of putting together a tribute to my good friends lost on that hot August night I was afraid that I would fall short of my attempt to commemorate their beautiful lives.  As I began to write I realized that time has faded some of the memories. My blurry recollection motivated me.  Knowing that no one truly dies if they live in our memories I pushed through my fear and bring you the following.  I will surely never portray who exactly these three men were to everyone, but with the stakes this high I want to share a bit about MY relationship with them.

Mark Doughty

Mark Doughty was my best friend.  I first met Mark on the Stinson Seafood dock in Rockland, Maine. I am not exactly sure what year that was, but we were both very young and we were both new to fishing.  I had just started with my step-father on the Western Wave, and Mark had just joined his dad in the crew of the Atlantic Mariner.  However, it wasn’t till we were both in our mid- twenties and he joined the crew of the Western Wave with me that our great friendship began. 

After his second daughter was born, Mark, like me, was hungry to make lots of money so he could provide his two beautiful children all they wanted. .  He fished with me for over 10 years, longer than any other shipmate I sailed with.  Since then I’ve always felt that I was able to become the Captain I was because I had Mark as my first mate. He was a very smart, funny and hard-working young man.   He had an infectious personality, and he was loved not only by me, but by everyone who had the pleasure of meeting him. As the years passed, he became more than a friend.  I loved him like a brother.   My world became lesser by his passing.

Jimmy Sanfilippo

My earliest memory of Jimmy was during our freshman year of high school on the football field. We became friends as well as teammates.  Our bond grew even stronger A little later when Jimmy lost his dad to a heart attack. I remember the day I found out. Jimmy was drawing pictures of an old wooden eastern-rigged dragger that his dad and brother had owned.  The picture caught my eye and when I asked him about it he told me what had happened. This connected us. My own dad had died earlier, and my interest in the fishing life had faded, but not Jimmy’s.  Becoming a commercial fisherman seemed to be all he wanted to do, even back then.   Jimmy started fishing with his brother when he was very young, and by the time he joined me on the Starbound he had nearly 20 years of experience.  Along with his experience, Jimmy was formally trained and he had received his USCG captain license, with the radar and firefighting-at-sea training endorsements. Jimmy was a great man as well as a great fisherman.  What I remember most about him is his passion for his fishing career, which was only surpassed by his even greater adoration for his new family, especially his new baby son. Jimmy was a dedicated, hard-working, loyal friend that I miss every day.

Tom Fronterio

I remember that when I was a young boy, probably six or seven years old, I met Tom for the first time.  He was older but very friendly. We both played street hockey in the church parking lot on Proctor Street.  Shortly after that, my family and I moved out of the neighborhood, but a bond had been established. Tom and I never forgot each other.   Tom had 2 sons that he loved very much.  He took them everywhere.  As the years passed, now and then, I would run into him and his children, and I would always admire his nurturing way with them.  I remember seeing them once, when his kids were little, at public skating. Tom was chasing them around, skating faster than anyone else in the place.  When I caught his attention, he looked at me with his big smile and then he laughed out loud.

If you knew Tom, you knew he worked hard and, for a long time in his life, he played even harder.  At the time I had hired him, Tom was tired of playing and he wanted to change.  He wanted out of his old life, and he looked at his joining us on board the Starbound as his chance to turn things around.  And, although it was a few short weeks, turn things around he did!  Immediately, he started an exercise program, working out, which wasn’t easy, considering our fast-paced fishing schedule.  He would jog up and down Tillson Avenue while we took on ice.  During the steam-out, he would do push-ups and sit-ups when he wasn’t shadowboxing on deck.  For the short time he was with me on board the Starbound, I believe, he was indeed happy.

I have been hesitant to include the short piece I wrote about the night of the accident because it’s about me and on this day I want it to be about Mark, Tommy and Jimmy.  However, I have no other way for me to tell you what happened to them without telling you what happened to me. The essay is short, condensed and describes a few minutes of this long nightmare.  But they are my words…it is what happened the night of August 5, 2001.

Storm on a Calm Night

“Just a little bit longer and I’ll have enough fish to go home,” I thought to myself as I towed the net toward the east, approaching the Canadian border. Fishing on Georges Banks was slow that day and I was already late.  It was almost dark, and that comforted me because I knew the day was nearly over. The stress of fishing was starting to get to me. As the captain of a commercial herring trawler, my responsibilities were many, and the time and focus they took was consuming most of my life. Little did I know that the problems I thought I had, all of them, would soon be dwarfed by a sudden storm that would come roaring out of this calm night. In a flash, everything would change forever. What happened before would happen again, and what was, would be no more.

When the net finally broke the surface, the boat listed sharply to starboard. From this I knew that there enough fish to fill the boat to capacity. But my brief sense of relief was quickly replaced by concern. Remembering again how late it was, I knew that we wouldn’t be in time for the morning cutting line at the cannery.

But the true knot in my stomach came from something different. It came from the deep-rooted fear that I felt every trip I took to Georges Banks. It was here, twenty-three years ago, almost to the day, that my father, Captain Cosmo Marcantonio, and his ship were lost without a trace. I had turned 35 years old last October, nearly his exact age when he died.  Like him, I had three children.  These days, fishing 135 miles off the coast of Massachusetts had became a little scary.

The weather was calm, however, and the boat was loaded, so I set the course for home.  With a sigh I gave up the wheel to Mark.

Tom had been cooking the sauce all afternoon, so the whole boat smelled of sweet tomatoes, with hints of garlic and basil. I was more tired than hungry, but I knew if I didn’t eat, I would wake up with hunger pains after only a few hours. At the table, the conversation was mostly about pasta sauce, how to make it, what were the absolutely necessary ingredients, whose mother or grandmother made the best.  In between bites, I explained to Tom that although his was really good, I thought the sauce that my grandmother had taught me was the very best.

Jim finished eating first and immediately went to the wheelhouse to relieve Mark. On my way to my state room, going though the pilot house, I stopped to talk with Jim at the wheel, asking him to check the refrigeration system to make sure I had turned it on properly. I told him, “If the phone rings, I want you to wake me up.”

He nodded.

Looking at the radar, I made a comment about some showers that were showing up.

“I think they’re going to the south of us,” he said.

“OK, wake me if anything comes up,” I told him, and proceeded to my room.

As I lay on my bed, exhausted, the usual thoughts of the next trip were alternating with my concerns about my family.  The kids were growing older as I kept sailing the ocean, always away from them and my wife, always gone from the house, always absent, as my father had always been.

Finally, fading off to sleep, I hoped for better dreams than I’d been having.

I awakened suddenly, startled by a yell.  I jumped up and dashed for the door.  Up three steps, I turned to the left, toward Jim. “What’s the matter?” I asked him.

He was standing in front of the wheelhouse chair, a counter full of electronics blocking his lower body, but I could see his arm stretched forward, pointing a little to port.  He screamed, “What the f#$K!  What the f#$K!”

I was opposite him, across the pilothouse, on the port side of the boat. Holding onto the pipe rail, facing the stern, I turned forward to see what was putting that look of horror on his face.

The view was partly cut off at the top by the overhang of the pilothouse roof.  What I saw, I saw so quickly that it was like a subliminal message hidden in just a few frames of film.  I didn’t understand it, but it was a large dark bulbous shape rolling towards us, plowing through the sea, slamming the bright blue phosphorescent water off to either side.
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It was impossible for whatever it was to miss us.  I grabbed onto the rail and I braced myself.

It didn’t help.  I was thrown to the floor, onto my back.  The Starbound was jerked around and shaken, as though it were being tossed from one giant hand to another.

It lasted only a few seconds, and then I was jumping up, stunned but not hurt.  I looked toward Jim.  Still standing, he was coming out from the front of the steering station.  He began to yell, “I was trying to get out of his way Joe!  I was trying to get out of his way!”

I said, “It’s all right, Jim.  Just get the guys and the survival suits and go on deck.”

I turned towards my stateroom, raced down the stairs, and opened the locker to the right of the door. For some reason that I didn’t understand, I felt very focused and controlled, as though I were in the middle of some military exercise.  I grabbed my survival suit from the locker and ripped it out of its bag.  As I turned and went back up the stairs, I could see spits of water shooting up the galleyway.  And there was a horrific whistling sound –the air in the boat being displaced by the water rushing in.  At the top of the galleyway, Jim was bent over the rail and yelling down in vain to the men below.

Both of us could see the water, a huge black welter of it, churning and spitting as it came bulging up the galleyway.

The floor started to fall forward and to the port, and with three large steps I raced to the door at the back of the wheelhouse. I could sense Jim right behind me.  I felt the water first on my legs when I took the last step. At the door, as I clambered over the transom, that wall of the cabin fell forward and I ducked my head under the jam. Out of the corner of my eye, over my right shoulder, I saw a black column of water shoot out the galleyway as though it had been fired from a cannon.  It crashed against the wheelhouse ceiling.  And then I was under the water.

My hand was clutching the survival suit, and the boyancy of the suit jerked me up into the sea.  I was holding my breath, my fingers tense around the suit, trying with all my might to hold onto it. Then the suit must have hit the rigging as the boat sank, because suddenly my arm was wrenched downward and the suit was ripped from my hand. Pushing down with my arms, kicking my legs, I swam to the surface.

The night was dark and the sea was calm as I spun in circles, treading water, screaming the names of the crew. “Jim, Mark, Tom!” I shouted.

Nothing.

Then a loud hissing noise caught my attention.  Spinning around, I saw the life raft inflating itself, and it was then that I could see the stern of that murderous ship fading away into the night. Quickly, I swam in the wake of this large freighter to the rubber boat, and I climbed in.

Kneeling in the raft, my back to the ship sailing away, I kept yelling while I scanned the darkness. “Jimmy, Mark, Tom!” I shouted.

Jim must have got out, I thought.  He had been right beside me.

Again and again I called out his name, and Mark’s, and Jims, until I noticed the faint flash of light from the Starbound’s Emergency Position-Indicating Rescue Beacon (EPIRB) just ten yards away.

“I’m going to need that,” I thought, and lifted my leg up onto the edge of the raft – I was going to jump in and retrieve it.  But then fear overcame me, and I kneeled back down, leaning over the edge, and I began to paddle with my hands. I rowed frantically, but the raft moved slowly until I finally got to the beacon. Pulling it in, I looked around again and I saw something else floating nearby.  I paddled to it.  Only an oil bucket. I saw something else, back where I had just been, and I paddled back there.  Only the raft cover.

The raft was very difficult to move using just my hands, but then I saw something else and I paddled over to it.  It was only the life ring that had been attached to the side of the wheelhouse.

I shouted some more, but nothing.  Only silence. Kneeling at the edge of the raft, I held myself still, so I could listen. Thinking that just maybe someone would make a noise off in the distance.

It was then, I think, that the thought first entered my head.  The though that no one would be making a noise.  That everyone was dead.

I was wearing only my underwear, and suddenly I realized that I had gotten very cold.  My body was shivering.

Cold and wet, I finally turned to look under the canopy of the life raft. I could have really used a towel right about then.  Something to dry me and warm me up. I saw a canvas bag and, of all things, two plastic oars. Quickly, I unzipped the bag and took inventory. When I found the flashlight, I stopped looking immediately and stood  up. Sweeping the beam from right to left, I searched and I yelled.

Another thought came to me:  “Dad, did this happen to you?”

I realized that I was crying.

I looked around me.  All the spinning in the raft had gotten me confused.  I didn’t know in which direction the tanker had disappeared, or where the Starbound had sunk. Sad and frustrated, I couldn’t control my shivering.

I needed to get warm. I needed to survive.

Back under the raft’s canopy, I used the flashlight to take a more careful look inside the bag. There were flares, small bags of fresh water, some first aid stuff, and, in a plastic package, a thermal hooded poncho. When I first opened it, I was disappointed to find that it was made out of the same material as a cheep blue painter’s tarp. I was freezing, and I would have loved to have a real blanket.  Of course, there wasn’t one.

When I first put the pancho on and zipped it up, it was clammy and uncomfortable against my cold, soaked skin. Sitting down, I put my knees up to my chest, wrapped my arms around my legs and waited to feel some warmth.

My mind started to move again. Thoughts of my childhood raced through my head, thoughts of my father and his crew, thought of my friends, my own crew, and thoughts of all their families, all the memorial masses over the years, all the tears after the years.

“GOD,” I cried, “is this really happening?”

Here is a link to the story From a Rockland ME Newspaper

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The bow of the oil tanker MT Virgo is shown on Sunday Aug. 12, 2001 CP PHOTO/Melanie Boyceimage

It was September 1978 that Joe’s Father and his crew on The Captain Cosmo were lost to the sea.  Greg Cook details the events and more about the families lives that were devastated in that loss on his blog entry from his Gloucester Times Article

Greg Writes-
I wrote the article about the Captain Cosmo for The Gloucester Daily Times in 2003. The occasion was the 25th anniversary of the boat’s disappearance. (That February, I also wrote a big, two-part article for the Gloucester Times about the 25th anniversary of the loss of the Can Do.) Many folks were kind enough to talk to me about the tragedy. I tracked down family members of each of the men lost on the Captain Cosmo, as well as a couple skippers of other boats who were in touch with the Captain Cosmo during that voyage. I dug through all the old newspaper clippings I could find. And I asked the Coast Guard for anything they had too, but I don’t recall that turning up anything, or at least anything much. I was 30 then, and had been writing for newspapers around the North Shore for several years, and had learned a few things about reporting and telling stories. And I did my best to tell the astonishing and sad tale of the loss of that ship.

Overdue
25 years ago the Captain Cosmo disappeared
September 10, 2003

The Coast Guard began searching for the dragger Captain Cosmo around midday that Monday after the skipper’s wife reported that the 86-foot-long ship and its six-man crew were overdue from a week-long fishing trip to Georges Bank. The ship had been expected home that Friday or Saturday, 25 years ago this week, because 21-year-old deck hand Benjamin “Benny” Interrante of Gloucester, Mass., had to be back to attend the wedding of his oldest sister, Rosemarie, that Saturday. “So he wasn’t really supposed to take this trip,” Interrante’s mother Mary says. “I told him to take the trip off.” But Interrante told his mother that the skipper, Cosmo Marcantonio, had promised he would bring him for the wedding rehearsal on Friday, even if he didn’t have a full catch. But then a big storm blew up on George’s Bank that Friday. “I had a weird feeling when he didn’t come in on Friday and Saturday,” Mary says. “I kept calling the skipper’s wife. Something didn’t feel right.” The boat’s tardiness cast a pall over Rosemarie’s wedding in Gloucester Saturday. Everyone who came through the receiving line told Mary, “He’s going to make it. Benny’s going to make it.” That Monday, Sept. 11, 1978, Coast Guardsmen telephoned around the city’s waterfront and contacted other New England ports but couldn’t locate the ship. That afternoon, two Coast Guard planes flew over the course the dragger might have taken home to Gloucester from its last known position about 180 miles east of Cape Cod, but they found no sign of the vessel.

“The first time (Cosmo) went out on a boat he went fishing with my uncle Busty Scola when he was 9 years old, on the J.B. Jr.,” Marcantonio’s brother Joe says. “Summertime he went with my uncle. He loved fishing. I think he was about 17 when he took his first command of a boat, the Estrella. He loved the sea. That’s all he thought of.” Growing up, Marcantonio spent a lot of time with his grandmother on Commercial Street in the Fort, even though his family lived on Prospect Street. He loved visiting the old Sicilian neighborhood. Cosmo attended St. Ann’s School and then played quarterback for the Gloucester High School football team, but he quit school after two years to go fishing. His father and uncles were all fishermen. He and Joe went down to Cape May, N.J., in the early 1970s to pick up the ship that became the Captain Cosmo. She was an eastern-rig trawler, painted black with white trim. The pilot house was at the rear of the long narrow, two-masted ship. The 36-year-old Magnolia resident usually tied up the 35-year-old ship at Star Fisheries where Captain Carlo’s now is located on Harbor Loop. Sometimes he moored near the Gloucester House restaurant. Mike Linquata, the owner of the Gloucester House, says Marcantonio commandeered one of the bar stools from the restaurant and put it in the Captain Cosmo’s pilot house so he wouldn’t have to stand all the time when he was steering. Six Gloucester men were aboard the vessel when she steamed out of Gloucester on Saturday, Sept. 2, 1978: Marcantonio; Interrante; John Burnham, 33; Salvatore Barry Grover, 30; Vito Misuraca, 61; and Jerome “Smoky” Pallazola, 50. They all helped on deck. Grover also cooked. Pallazola — Marcantonio’s first cousin — was the engineer. The wooden boat was loaded with fishing gear, ice, diesel fuel and provisions for about 10 days of fishing. It also carried a life raft, which had been recently checked by the Coast Guard, and floating, insulated survival suits.
To read the rest of Greg’s blog entry click here